Worst day in my life...

This day last year was the worst day in my life. It is when I learned we had lost you. It was also your aunt and uncle's wedding day. I love you more than you can ever know. I miss you so very much. Not a day goes by without me thinking about you, and ok, still cry at times. I can't believe it's already been a year. I'm going to make you some cupcakes later on and I want to save them for tomorrow. Hopefully go on a picnic with daddy and your brothers. I'll still put a candle on your cupcake. It is your first birthday after all. I love you more than words can say.