Days 18 and 19

Day 18: My Family Portrait
Here is a picture of Bri's big brothers and mommy and daddy.

Day 19: Project
I have been working on a memory book for Bri. It's a little one and I may have to get another one one of these days, but I love it! Here's a picture of it...

  

Day 16 and 17

Day 16: Release
I didn't participate in person in a balloon release but another loss mommy I'm friends with did a balloon release and included Brianna so here's a picture...

 
Day 17:Birthday
For Brianna's birthday we went on a picnic as a family. We brought sandwiches and I made cupcakes...homemade vanilla with homemade strawberry frosting. We lit a candle when the wind died down and just when we started singing happy birthday the wind blew out the candle. Here is a picture...

 

Days 14 and 15

Day 14: Community
I don't have pictures as of yet but the bump's loss mama's have really helped me along the way as I hope to have helped them also. Thank you so much ladies! I hope we can all meet one day...

Day 15: Wave of Light
Here are 2 pictures I took of the candle light for remembrance of miscarriage, stillbirth, and infant loss day. 

We love you so much Brianna!!
   

Days 12 and 13

Day 13: Signs
I would like this to be a sign...that dream I had not too long ago when I woke up and my boys were very happy and excited for me to see their new baby sister and she had blonde hair and blue-ish eyes with a red flower headband and I gave her the doll I bought Brianna for a christmas present and told her it was her big sister's doll. I hope it's a sign...........

Day 12: Scents
Sometimes I'll smell coffee and think back to when I was just newly pregnant and the smell of coffee made me sick to my stomach! It still hits me every once in a while, even a year out.   

Days 10 and 11

Day 10: Symbol 

Actually I have 2, the colors of fall 

  
And butterflies:

Day 11: Supportive friends and family
The many friends I've made on the bump loss board, Nigel, my aunt Liz, my sister Kristie, and my mom.
 

Day 9: Special Place

Day 9: Here's my and Brianna's special place...

This is from my deck and I am glad our special place is so nearby :) This is where I feel closest to her, where I go to to talk to Bri.  

Day 8

Day 8: Memorial jewelry